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danii's baby has emerged from the womb!! i have no idea how to feel at this point, no idea how to comprehend his dna being made of danii and tyler's, or how to wrap my head around my friends being parents...and tiny human beings, tiny, tiny little human beings with those tiny little fingers and fingernails and that little mouth...i haven't even see him and i already feel like crying just thinking about it. not sad nor happy tears...this overwhelming emotion of everything, of human existence and what it means to be new, and what's ahead and what's behind, and how everyone is suddenly a grown-up, how this new life is being carried around in swollen bellies going about their daily routines, how this baby is a scorpio, how milk comes out of breasts, and how the baby is a real human being.