21 October 2008

autumn becca

i know i said that seattle only has two seasons, but there is crescendo to the peak of winter and a decrescendo down into summer solstice. or the other way around...i'm not sure. i think the first way is what i'm feeling more tonight.

so i'm somewhere on that upward slope now: increasing anxiety, increasing darkness, increasing layers of clothing, increasing desire to hibernate, increasing time spent inside my own head. and it's crazy in there. just crazy.

i enjoy that i have seasons of self like the climate. the same way that i wish my menstrual cycle coincided with the full moon.

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