bloody eye dog

i'm actually enjoying a jigsaw puzzle, despite my reluctance and lack of skill. see the dog on the bottom lefthand side with the blood coming out of his eyes? i put him together. ah, country dog gentlemen.

this city is too damn small. i used to like accidentally bumping into people. lately it makes me feel really vulnerable. for every person i hope i'll run into, there's another person i hope to avoid. this is especially tricky because i love meeting random strangers, but inevitably five minutes into our conversation (and hopefully i haven't said anything foolish by this time) i find out that they are roomates with the sister of a person i was hoping to avoid. iesh. so anyway, i have to be extra sneaky these days...

there is a beautiful fiddle player who might think i'm stalking her. it's always an accident, i swear. last week she came into a public bathroom and used the stall right next to mine. i was taking a shit, but i had to stop because i was embarrassed. then i just smiled awkwardly at her while we were washing our hands. i probably seem so creepy. i want to tell her that i play the saw, but i have nothing to say beyond that. i think talking to her would just increase my creepiness. something i don't want to do...