big head

i thought i would have more time to write tonight. i have time. i don't have energy. my brain is made of mashed potatoes.
here is a may day photo. me two years ago:

ah, changes.
in new york we all said we feel like we've changed so much since 2006. i told them i've changed a lot, but they all seem the same to me. with different scenery, different characters. they are still there. they laughed and told me i am the same. i was shocked! but damn does it feel good to feel known. and to be reminded that i was still me inside, even under that papier mache crane head.